sounds like you need some grounding. honestly, not knowing where your SO is and not hearing from him is something you need to get used to. my hub is out there and fortunately, i am an experienced loner, but i understand certain females have a tendency to focus only on missing their SO. please don’t take offence, but if you want this relationship to last, you need to chill. take pride in what he is doing and that he wants you in his life. also, take into serious consideration as to what it means to support a man like that. my hub is very strong but when he calls from a fire from some remote pay phone it lasts about 5 mins, and those 5 mins matter a lot to him. he doesn’t want to hear me whining or crying (which i’m not), but if you want to, you need to keep it to yourself, and be ‘up’ for him and let him know you’re thinking about him and leave it at that. i am here anytime you want to vent….anytime! i am strong, but i understand a lot. my man is out there now….trust me….i know how it feels.