I know what you’re saying. My husband is very dedicated, this was a dream since he was a little boy. He says that he sees a lot of people out there that aren’t really so proud about what they do, they kinda hang their head, but he holds his head high. So that makes me feel good, it is awesome. When my FF is away and then comes back it’s like falling in love all over again. The look in his eyes, his hugs, his kisses, ahhhh. That makes the time apart worth it. I am proud of what he does. It’s hard to find people who understand, they just think I am crazy for being alone so much and they think my FF is crazy for what he does. Sure it’s risky, but so is driving now a days, and many other things. I cannot be selfish. As long as the time we do get to spend together is quality, I don’t worry about the quantity.